We’d been formally introduced a year or so earlier by my dear friend Matthew Abess, a curator at the Wolfsonian. During the interview, I noticed a binder dutifully filed above an office desk with his name on the spine. Matthew had worked for Ruth and Marvin years before landing the gig at the Wolfsonian and in playful jest, I made a crack about what sort of silly nonsense was included in the “MATTHEW
I can’t remember the exact phrasing of what she said, but it was something along the lines of the following, delivered with a slightly mischievous smile: “Oh, you don’t think there’s a folder of your silly nonsense somewhere here?”
It was a perfect Ruth Sackner moment: she made me laugh, made me feel good and validated everything I had ever done. It was one of the few moments in my life that gave me the confidence to continue writing, something she constantly encouraged
Ruth made people around her feel alive and proud to be present, proud to know her and fascinated by the world of collecting and objects that she shared with her friends and family and others. She died in her sleep on Friday evening and Miami is definitively a worse place without her. As is the rest of the planet. But it is a life worth celebrating.
Ruth Sackner slept on sheets of words and adorned herself with text whenever she could. Every available square inch of their apartment is covered with letters, typescript, writing, words in
We first met at the very first Bookleggers Library event at the now closed Lester’s Café in Wynwood in 2012, where the
Every time I saw her, Ruth mentioned the latest article I had written, however surprising it felt to hear her tell me how much she enjoyed it. She gently pushed me for more, asking me more than once when she’s going to see the book I have never written. I look back on that interview and remember Ruth telling me about my own folder of silly nonsense in the Archive because every step of the way, whether with Bookleggers, or my writing, she validated my work and gave me strength.
I haven’t published anything in a month, much to the increasing aggravation of everyone who employs me. I have no explanation for this slump, which is eons long in the internet
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Nathaniel Sandler is co-founder of Bookleggers Mobile Library, which gives free books to Miami at regular pop-up events around town.