Joan Didion's essays about the culture of the Sixties in Slouching Towards Bethlehem and The White Album helped define what's now widely known as literary journalism. She also showed how the personal and political can be wed in ways that transcend the famous feminist platitude. Her latest effort, however, is exclusively personal. The Year of Magical Thinking is a meditation on grief that's surprisingly free of morbidity. In December 2003, Didion's husband of 40 years, screenwriter and novelist John Gregory Dunne, slumped over in his chair and died of a heart attack.
Didion opens her book with a stanza she repeats throughout: Life changes fast. /Life changes in an instant. /You sit down to dinner and life as you know it ends. /The question of self pity. For readers the question is: How was the self-pity scrubbed from this book? "I started writing it, but it didn't feel like writing," Didion told the New York Times. "It felt just like sitting there and putting down what was on my mind, which is not the way I write."
Didion's first year alone wasn't reserved for mourning, because it had the unenviable distraction of her daughter's increasingly serious illness. Nevertheless she manages to convey how grief can border on insanity. In her case, it centers on two impulses that are at once irrational and intuitive. First is the idea that affirming her husband's death was akin to betrayal. She can't remove his voice from the answering machine message; forget donating his clothes. Her fear was not what would happen if she accepted his death, but that doing so would foreclose on the possibility of his return.
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runs through Sunday, November 20, at the Miami Dade College Wolfson Campus, 300 NE 2nd Ave, Miami. Admission is free for the evening author events and Friday's Street Fair grand opening; tickets for the Street Fair on Saturday and Sunday cost $5. The Street Fair hours are 10:00 a.m to 6:00 p.m. Call 305-237-3258, or visit www.miamibookfair.com.
What's so interesting about The Year of Magical Thinking is that it offers no magical answers. Didion deploys everyone from Freud to Auden to medical texts in an effort to comprehend her loss, but nothing bails her out. What's left are her small steps: hosting Christmas Eve dinner, reusing a special set of dishes, plodding on to meet deadlines. It's difficult for discerning readers to ignore the fact that shortly before this book's publication, Didion's only daughter Quintana died of a brain condition that had plagued her for two years. Life as she knew it has ended twice now. The question of self-pity indeed. You can hear the author speak when the Miami Book Fair International presents An Evening with Joan Didion Thursday, November 17, at 7:30 p.m.
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And speaking of self-pity ... the bestselling African-American-identity author who got her groove back with a man who later decided he was gay, Terry McMillan, will also be in town to promote her latest novel, The Interruption of Everything. McMillan recently appeared on Oprah (who has purchased the movie rights to Interruption) to confront her homosexual ex-husband, Jonathan Plummer, and admitted she felt like "bashing [his] face in" with a lamp when he told her he might be gay. Girl, he did you wrong! Hear Terry tell all Friday, November 18, at 7:30.