It is pointless at this time to lecture you about an important value that you lack of: LOYALTY. Unfortunately, this is something that the victim of your bad action didn't know when he trusted you and gave you a job opportunity. Not only he opened the doors of his office, but also the doors of his home and a space at his table for you to eat his food and drink his wine. How could you be capable of betraying him in the way you did? That says a lot about you. This is the truth, not the false statements that you are making up about your former employer.