Will Da Real One's murder left many questions

But a tight-knit group is ready to keep preaching the word.

Ruby made ends meet working as a housekeeper in Miami Beach, says Cynthia, who for the past year had allowed Will to live with her and her husband. Their pops was a carpenter who would see his children on the weekends, usually to take them on outings to visit relatives. The Bell children also spent time with their older half-siblings: two sisters and a brother from Ruby's first marriage. "Mom nicknamed Will 'Spucky,'" Cynthia recalls. "Everyone in the family called him Spucky, but he never liked being called that in public."

Calvin remembers his older brother would always look after him. When Calvin was 12, Will saved him from drowning in the Edison Park Elementary pool. Three years later, Will handed him his first alcoholic beverage: a bottle of Wild Irish Rose. "I was on our front porch crying like a baby," says Calvin, now 42. "I think he intended to give me something I didn't like so I wouldn't drink."

According to his siblings, Will's poetry describes the pain, anger, and resentment he felt throughout his boyhood and teen years because his parents were not together. Calvin's 15-year prison sentence for cocaine trafficking inspired one of Will's poems about the cruelties of the criminal justice system. But when he was a kid, Will never manifested his angst on paper.

Will once worked as a homeless outreach coordinator for the state health department. View a photo slide show of Will Bell's memorial service.
Courtesy of Cynthia Bell-Lewis
Will once worked as a homeless outreach coordinator for the state health department. View a photo slide show of Will Bell's memorial service.
Rebecca "Butterfly" Vaughns encouraged Will to stick with poetry as a profession.
Michael McElroy
Rebecca "Butterfly" Vaughns encouraged Will to stick with poetry as a profession.

Instead, he channeled his rage through sports. He played varsity basketball and football when he attended Miami Edison Senior High. Walter Ramsey, who played defensive tackle, remembers the first time Will took the field as a linebacker for a game. "He hit this boy so hard that the kid's helmet turned sideways," Ramsey gushes. "The guy gets up screaming that he is blind, while me and Bell were just cracking up on the sideline."

Sports kept Will in school, Cynthia says. "He had to maintain good grades if he wanted to stay on the team. He thought he wanted to play sports professionally, but he didn't want to go to college."

So he enlisted in the Army. "I think he only finished school and went to the service to make Mom proud," Cynthia adds. "It's not like he always talked about joining the Army. It was just a sudden decision."

After a two-and-a-half-year military stint, Will returned home. Soon he was hustling on the streets, peddling coke, and carrying a gun for protection. The arrests began piling up. On August 18, 1988, Will was arrested for aggravated assault with a weapon. Two months later, he was nabbed for cocaine possession. He was caught holding eight grams. In November, he was busted for making a false report.

In 1990, he was arrested for aggravated battery in February, carrying a concealed firearm in June, and cocaine possession in October. He was sentenced to ten months in county jail on the aggravated battery and cocaine possession charges, but served only eight. "I think Will turned to hustling because he was confused about his life's direction," Cynthia says. "He didn't know any better."

While he was behind bars, Will tapped into his hidden talent. He penned a love note to an imaginary woman waiting for him, promising to be faithful and to change his delinquent ways. A fellow inmate who read the letter, Lyndell Davis, was instantly moved. "Yo, man, you're writing poetry," Lyndell told Will.

So the pair began writing love letters for other prisoners in exchange for commissary items such as cigarettes and candy bars. The business flourished until Will was released in 1991.

Once he was a free man, the poetry stopped flowing.

For your love

Damn, baby,

For your love

Like Moses, I'll part the sea

Create new levels of intimacy

Climb the highest mountain

And bring you back the peak

Stop traffic in its tracks while you cross the street

Shit, girl, I'll even put a soup line in Ethiopia so the whole country can eat.

Tosca Carroll, a thin 53-year-old real estate broker with a dimpled smile, clicks through an album of photographs on her laptop computer. In one image, she sits on Will's lap. The backdrop is the Hilton Hawaii Village in Waikiki, where they stayed during a two-week vacation in 2005. Another photo shows Will with his arm around Mexican-American actor Danny Trejo in the hotel lobby during the same trip. The next pic catches Da Real One peeking up the skirt of a bronze statue in the middle of a fountain. Tosca also has pictures of her and Will on a Jamaican getaway, where she persuaded her boyfriend to go parasailing. "I can still see him turning green," she says. "He had never been out on a boat."

During a two-hour conversation one week after Will's funeral, Tosca reminisces about her deceased lover's romantic side, like the time he had 11 strangers bring her a single rose each while she was having lunch with a group of friends on Valentine's Day. "Then he walks into the restaurant holding the 12th rose," she says with a beaming grin. "He wrote me love poems too. We were soul mates."

Tosca met Will 13 years ago, before he became a professional poet. At the time, he was employed by the state health department as a homeless outreach worker. He had been married and divorced thrice by the time he encountered Tosca. He spent his workday driving a van, passing out condoms to people on the streets, and driving them to shelters. At night, he gave speeches to victims of domestic violence. Tosca attended one of his talks. "I was pleasantly surprised," she says. "He was empowering the women, and he moved me when he told them that he wanted to apologize for all the wrong things men had done to them."

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willfan
willfan

Wow, Will amazing article about you, I am just reading this, and I must say, we all do right and wrong things in our lives NO ONE lives right and perfect, but we shouldn't judge and definitely shouldn't say someone should pay for their actions by death and saying he got what he deserved, that is beyond cold hearted and harsh. Its not like the article is talking about a mass murderer who rapes and kills little kids and the world would be better off without a human being like them, this is man who struggled in young life, and turned his life around to the best he could and tried to make a living with a passion and a dream. Because he didn't sit behind a desk working 9-5 corporate America or carrying a master degree under his belt doesn't mean his decision to make money with his passion makes him wrong. Will was talented, and I give high respect to even chase after his dream of Spoken Word. Spoken word isn't largely known and to see someone try to make a living off it it is impressive, he made people see what poetry is, and introduced poetry to a lot of pple. Its obvious he made someone mad enough to want to take his life away, but to put judgment on oh he must of did something to deserve it, is just cruel.And to read that he felt something in his heart/mind that made him have restless nights before he died, makes it even sadder, if only he could of said something. Will, you held it down in the poetry world. To many of us, people thought you were just balling with money, and many envied the fact that you made money out of your own business and passion, but as this article proves, things weren't as they seemed.You carried a god given talent, and when you would read and spit your poetry you made the building have vibrations. Being in a city like Miami where people just don't give a dam and will kill for almost any reason, saddens me that you were a part of it, i truly believe, had you been able to close the shop and tour just a little bit earlier than your death, you would of still been here, Miami, carry too much hate, and wouldn't want to see anyone successful.Your poetry lives on, thank goodness for your cds, and writings because it remains here, and it will forever be, in this generation, the next generation and more generations to come, a touch in peoples lives. You don't only leave behind a poet murdered, you leave behind your gift, and thats something a lot of people don't get a chance to do when they pass. Forever in our hearts, forever in our memories, forever in poetry! Love u Will

Frm3052904
Frm3052904

I frequented the The Literary Cafe and I had never heard of or ever seen this Tosca until the demise of Will, where she now decides to be all over the news as his "life partner". I, like the previous poster, only knew SANDI as Will's fiancee. She is the face that I saw at the cafe, she was the one on the front row at the funeral (next to his son), her name was in the obituary, she was the one that picked out the casket, and the one that decided to put him in the suit he had on. I don't know what kind of fame Tosca is seeking out of this. But its dispicable to try to gain from someone's death. Such a shame. (I won't bother to discuss her attire).

Poetryhesaidshesaid
Poetryhesaidshesaid

FRAUD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This Tosca USED to be Will's girlfriend, but at the time of his death he was engaged to a lovely woman named Sandra (the love of his life since around 2008-2009). Ask the family. The poetry community has come to know Sandra as Sandra BELL!!!!! THAT is who is grieving the most, and this foolishness is not helping. If this is REAL journalism then they would have noticed that this PHONY was NOT in the family car, was NOT in the front row at the funeral, and NOT in the three seats at the burial. FACT CHECK and stop letting desperate fame seekers (with a HORRIBLE fashion sense in the area of funeral attire) distract you from the important task at hand, and that is to find who murdered my friend! And you can keep deleting my comment... I will KEEP POSTING IT!

Poetryhesaidshesaid
Poetryhesaidshesaid

FRAUD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This Tosca female USED to be Will's girlfriend, but at the time of his death he was engaged to a lovely woman named Sandra (the love of his life since around 2008-2009). Ask the family. The poetry community has come to know Sandra as Sandra BELL!!!!! THAT is who is grieving the most, and this foolishness is not helping. If this is REAL journalism then they would have noticed that this PHONY was NOT in the family car, was NOT in the front row at the funeral, and NOT in the three seats at the burial. FACT CHECK and stop letting desperate fame seekers (with horrible taste in fashion and funeral wear) distract you from the important task at hand, and that is to find who murdered my friend! AND SCENE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Urtik
Urtik

Dam whether he's Black or White, the truth is the light, you moron.

LMR
LMR

A fine intellectual killed by a coward nigger...what a shame. RIP Will.

CAMSHEEL
CAMSHEEL

I am here to say to the family do not know details of this murder i just want to say my prayers go out to the family of this young man life cut short in his prime.

Happy
Happy

There's a reason why we're still around and he's not!

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he screwed up and paid the price...not as innocent as you make him

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really...and we are supposed to believe he is innocent? don't buy that crap. And not every man or woman is important to us because when they bring their beliefs and lazy lifestyle of robbery, drugs and murder they are nothing to us and they need to die right away.,,no jail time just a bullet. Miami is pathetic because we let Cubans take over and ruin it. You never let peasants run a state or a country...they have no idea of politics...just greed and self-serviing to their breed. Peasants thinking they know how to run our cities...what a waste Miami is.

Charles Dundee
Charles Dundee

Will and another woman from Liberty City were the first ones to encourage my writing and gave me an intimate look inside life in the inner-city. It really is a loving community in many ways. No matter how bad my initial poems seemed to be, they kept encouraging me and always made me feel at home.

Havetoseeit
Havetoseeit

Come on people that crap is not poetry or God inspired verse....it stupid ass shit spewed by someone trying to act smart. Go to the fucking Opera or Ballet you losers

ABLACKMANDIDIT.COM
ABLACKMANDIDIT.COM

Listen to some of the comments by these negroes. It's like, "just another day in the office."The only way these WHITE MEN in BLACK BODIES will overcome, including me, is when JESUS GETS BACK..

ABLACKMANDIDIT.COM
ABLACKMANDIDIT.COM

By the same token. Le me explain something to some of you lame brains about what it is to be an American. To be an American means that from this point on, I see each man as a man. Not as a Cuban or a Haitian or a Mexican or a Hondoran or a Columbian. We see a person as a man, as an individual, regardless of race color or creed. How many of you can do that. Probably very few. Why? Because you're a Jackass. Any true man will tell you that every man is important, every dream is important, and most of all, the 'PEOPLE ARE PEOPLE ALL OVER THE WORLD. Go inside suckers, that's where the problem is.Get the speck outcha own eye!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ABLACKMANDIDIT.COM
ABLACKMANDIDIT.COM

It's too much under the rug down here and all they need is some poor political poet to bring national attention to it. Think about it. All the Black Leadership Miami has had, has come in the like of "ya done good" type of shit or Uncle Loco. The only man I can remember with some sense is the one they aggravated so bad, he went to the Enquirer and shot his own head off. When it really dawn upon the White Folks up North, what the Cubans have done down here, they'll call for Senate Hearings. Trust me,

ABLACKMANDIDIT.COM
ABLACKMANDIDIT.COM

It left no questions with me. I've been hear since 19 53 and know their is an element who fears any strong Black outspoken competition. A Black man may have pulled the trigger, but some of these killings of African Men are orchestrated by Arabs or Cubans. Trust me.

guest
guest

If we had all known him before, his Cafe would have been sold out every night.

Vtillman87
Vtillman87

This is such a tragedy. I didn't know him personally, but I got the chance to hear him recite some of his poetry. He was a great man that died for a foolish reason and he will always be remembered. RIP Will

Ttsturrup
Ttsturrup

I went to his funeral last month.

La Guardia
La Guardia

Incredible article and tribute to Will. It gives me insight into the life off this great person I've met, but never got the chance to know.

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JeffZelaya
JeffZelaya

Chilling story. Great work Francisco - your best piece thus far.

Jeff

JACOOK16
JACOOK16

CILL MY LANDLORD.... CILL MY LANDLORD..... C-I-L-L....CILL MY LANDLORD.

yokolee
yokolee

Great poetry...........(?)

eston.anderson
eston.anderson

@Poetryhesaidshesaid       HI POETRY HOW ARE YOU IM ESTON I WAS WILLS FRIEND AND INVESTOR I WOULD APPRECIATE IF YOU COULD GET ME IN TOUCH WITH HIS MOM AND OR HIS GIRL SANDRA [M PLANNING A SHOW DEDICATED TO MY FRIEND AT THE JAMES L KNIGHT CENTER NEXT YEAR YOU CAN REACH ME AT eston.anderson@yahoo.com

Guest
Guest

this person must be white

Guest
Guest

that must be in your dreams. wake up man. America is separated country with each group only for themselves. that is reality!!!

guest
guest

and why would Cubans want to kill black men? when half of Cuba's population are African descendents

Terri UrbanaSpeakz Meredith
Terri UrbanaSpeakz Meredith

indeed it is. his body of work is an amazing thing to feel. i'm blessed to have the opportunity to do so, blessed to know the man who created it.

rickscottblows
rickscottblows

Easy to get rid of Cubans. Start unlocking your outboards and rigging them to explode.

yokolee
yokolee

I set up a Facebook profile where I can post my pictures, videos and events and I want to add you as a friend so you can see it. First, you need to join Facebook! Once you join, you can also create your own profile. Thanks,Adela

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