I've always been an exhibitionist, and at these moments, I feel most alive, most like me.
I can't see myself doing this for the rest of my life. My true dream is to become a professional writer, penning provocative articles and best-selling books about the dark side of human sexuality, the one field that, despite my tender years, I know something about.
But for the time being, at least until the economy picks up, it's more than fine, providing me insight into how — to paraphrase the Marquis de Sade — it is through pain that one comes to fully appreciate pleasure.
